May. 26th, 2021

cyberbrain: weilan saved from pillar (weilan pillar)
It's been a while. I've been feeling like I have nothing to say...even though there are things I would like to say. These last few months were strange, I felt—still feel—like I was on the verge of breaking down. I feel like I'm a second away from breaking and there's nothing I can do about it. (That's not entirely true but doing anything is extremely hard right now.) Anyway.

I got my first shot of the Moderna on Monday morning. I slept for a few hours after, my arm started hurting, then in the evening I got a (mild) fever. That day was also the beginning of my period, which is what has been ruining everything since. (Some news outlets say it's possible there might be a link between the vaccines and menstruation cycles but there isn't sufficient research.) I still feel off, even though my arm only hurts when I lift it.

some vaguely vaccine-related thoughts OR cyberbrain doesn't like her country )

There are lots of things I want to write and I feel like I can...but a permanent exhaustion bogs me down. Actually, I'm overspilling with ideas for worlds and settings but plotting hasn't been going well.

I'm happy I could finish my 520 Reverse Exchange fic. I did something a bit different this time and had fun writing (though I had to rush in the last couple days, oop).

Ah, let me plug this video, because Bai Yu is so pretty in it:

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meow meow

*loudest meows in the universe*